Thursday, April 16, 2015

SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I

Dengan nama Allah.

Always happened to be after I do something that I really wanted to do then come a feeling to regret about it. I mean totally regret. Masa tu aku kena panic attack. I keep on thinking of the consequences. Should I stop it or shouldn't I? What have I been thinking? What an objective reason do I have to make that kind of decision? Is something come into my body on that time or what?

What the heck la....

But that's was. A long long time ago, like last week maybe. Now I have become more mature, I guess. With too many huge things to deal with, it makes me think wisely, properly, systematically and all the ly, plus I have a couple of great good friends who gave me a very very good advice and guidance, thanks, I really appreciate it.

By the way, seriously.. I think I made mistake... or not.. What if this is a stupid decision?

Hantuk kepala kat dinding kuat-kuat!

Monday, March 30, 2015

BELATED BIRTHDAY

Dengan nama Allah.

I am not sure if I have become a reserve person now? There is nothing to keep secret but at the same time there is nothing to be share as well. Maybe writing is not kind a thing that I love to do like it used to be.

People change anyway.

Anyhow, I am 30 now.

More matured.. I guess.. puii..

I still remember last year, when I turned to 29, I've got a birthday card from my best friend. The wish inside the card is

"Life begins at 30" with a smiley after it.

I was laughed out loud that time and I told my friend that I will reopen the card next year. Which is this year. And my friend is totally right, my life begins at 30. There are so much things happened towards my 30 and after my 30. And there are so many things should be done and to be explore. This journey had become messy sometime but it is a beautiful experience, even though...

Despite busy with all things I have to plan and do and among all those life issues, marriage is one of the big huge story to be cover up.

Well, there is nothing wrong to be a 30 years old man. But it is a big deal if you are a hot 30 years old man and still single.

Until next time.

Pray For MH370

Sunday, July 13, 2014

AYAM MASAK LEMAK CILI API




Pertama kali masak lemak cili api.

Macam biasalah, resepi emak, kalau dah sampai kat anak, pincang lah jadinya, hahaha..

Tapi rasa tetap sama..

Bahan-bahan tu aku tumbuk.. Lepas ni nak beli blender.. Penat..

Salam Ramadhan

DISFUNGSI SOSIAL

Sudah beberapa kali aku skip meeting. Sama ada dengan sengaja atau tidak, itu tak penting. Yang penting sekarang ni ialah, mengapa aku begitu? Dengan berani menonjolkan bad organizational behavior kepala hotak ko..

Aku bukan lah protest sesuatu, ini cuma refleksi normal kepada sesuatu yang kita tak setuju sejak beberapa bulan. Tapi aku tak lah terlebih reaksi. Aku masih sedar yang aku hanya hamba kapitalis di lembah mendap ni. Ok, bunyi macam protest. Ade?

Nak cerita pun susah sebab benda dah lama jadi, dah banyak kali suarakan pun, sama juga. 

Mungkin cukuplah setakat ni aku buat perangai. Sebab awalnya aku rasa tak ada siapa yang perasan. Tapi semalam dah ada orang tegur

"Raihan, kau makin liar sekarang eyh!"

Oh tidak, aku bukan remaja nakal dengan motor merempit kesana sini. 

Di bulan yang mulia ini, aku ingin kembali kepangkal jalan. Hihihi..