Tuesday, October 10, 2017


Do you have dreams? Of course you do. As a human being, dreams are the most powerful instrument to push ourselves to do better or to do more. Most of our dreams are too high and tak logik, well whose gonna charge it anyway. Just let yourself dream whatever you want and if possible try to achieve it. You may because you the one and only to control it.

Easy right?

As for me, I do have dreams. As a matter of fact I am a kuat berangan punya orang like I am a dreamer, professionally. Always dreaming want to have this and that, to be like this, to be like that. Macam2. However most of it I have to delete it in my mind or my check list for those looks like logic for me or for those that I had been aiming before this. Why? Because I have to make a new set of dreams. With my current situation, my journey had change, I have responsibility and commitment, so I guess I have to create more realistic dreams, more achievable and practical.

For me, Allah knows best. We can change our directions and put more effort, Allah will guide us, InshaaAllah. Redha and always thankful to Allah. Currently, I am very happy with my life. I hope everything will went well.

Until next time. 

Saturday, September 30, 2017


I am aware that I have been a terrible employee.

Even though I do my job from A to Z, complete it on time, I attended all the meetings, I don't have late coming (anymore), my leave still under quota, I don't claim (who does such thing btw?), I came to office with a good attire but there is one particular task that I really don't want to do.

I rather been punch on my face than complete the task, but I'll punch back, watch out..

Here's the thing, I've been appointed to the task since 2015, that was the first time I did it and I tell you what, that was the darkest period of my entire life. I was depress and didn't speak for two weeks. And I was pray harder for not doing it again for the next year. Unfortunately, in 2016 I still running to be a person who did it because I did it well in 2015. Wallah!

What is wrong with this organization? Aren't they don't know how to delegate the task? The simple rule is, one person only can do a job for once only, that's it. Basic~

I do told my superior that I don't want to do it, but he just couldn't understand what I'm saying, you may label him with rude word in the comment below if you are #teamraihan.

As at today, I already 8 days past the due date. Seriously.. I DON'T WANT TO DO IT.

Until next time.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017


Most of the time, we always see the bright side of people around us. How happy they are, how fun they got through their day, the smile that always on their faces and all those happy things happened in their life and then we start to compare with our own life which obviously bored.


Yes, we always saw that without knowing they also had a bad time, or maybe problems. Sometimes the problems they have is huge, even worst than what we had. I always remember this, my best friends told me this,

Senang orang kita nampak, susah orang kita tak tahu..

I used to have a huge problem, and I do have now, but this time around I have someone to share with. So, ya.. Orang kaya raya macam I pon ada masalah jugak..

We sneak away for 3 days to Langkawi (2 days actually, flight delay huh). We had so much fun. Just appreciate whatever you have right now.


Wednesday, August 2, 2017


It wasn't cool to drive by your own self to attend your own self nikah event. But its ok, not a big deal by the way (it was!). I had a tight time issue, it was very adventure but its turn out in very good way.

Alhamdulillah. Another new phase in my life. It has been a very busy period since last 1 month. Part 1 in KL done, and I am very hoping it went well. The food, hall, dress, photographer, homestay and even the weather, which is everything was went well I guess, Alhamdulillah.

I mean everything went well.. like, u know...

This weekend, is the second part, which is the final part. May Allah S.W.T ease everything, Aamiin. Thank you to all my lovely family and my in law family for all those hard work and time spent to make things running in order. Also to my best men, who stay by my side all the time, helping me wear the sampin which we both don't even know how to do but turn out look very pretty (confident).

Thank you very much everyone like everyone read my blog..

Until next time.